Sleep

This beautiful baby boy, who has stolen my heart and melts it with his smile....is not letting me sleep.

It's the worst it has ever been, and I am so tired of strategies not working. His cries break my heart and it's so hard to know what is really going on.
 I know for a fact that he wakes up a lot bc of gas or a burp and his tummy hurts. Also because his little nose is continuously stuffy and often he wakes up crying because he can't breathe. :( Poor guy.
But it has gotten so rough and I am a walking zombie. Since he now also wants to wake up for the day at 6 instead of 7, that makes it even worse. I was telling Meags that it has even brought me to tears as I heavily force my body to get up early with him. They roll down my cheeks as I change his diaper and he is smiling up at me and giggling, but I can't help it as I feel lost and exhausted. He is an angel and such a good baby, but nights are hard. I could use all your prayers as I am in a journey to find a peaceful night and better energy! I know the Lord hears my prayers and strengthens me.
Thank you all you friends and family and fellow mommy's who have lifted me up, given me advice or offered to babysit so I can take a nap. :) I love you all!

Comments

RyRy said…
Praying for you! I'm available during the day and would be more than happy to babysit your little one for a few hours if you need to take a nap! Seriously, let me know. ;p
Julie said…
I'm so sorry to hear your nights are still going so rough. I really do feel for you! There have been times with my older boys where I've gone through the motions with tears running down my face and wondered if things would ever get better or easier. Just know that eventually they do! If I can do anything for you please don't hesitate to ask! Prayers headed your way!! And your little guy seriously has the best cheeks in the world! LOVE that smile!